"The ability to simplify means to eliminate the unnecessary so that the necessary may speak." -Hans Hofmann
The Divine voice is getting louder and louder. It's telling me to simplify. Pare down. Slow down, breathe, and focus. My mind is scattered among so many ventures and none of them are going well. I am reading at least five self-help books, and fabulous as each one is, it's too many. I've got several journals going along with the books, and a couple notebooks for business matters. My planner and my phone contain notable lists and dates to attend to. Throw in a house that's too big, a husband I would love to see more of, and three kids who are simultaneously drawn to their independence and clinging to their childhood. Did I mention that I've launched an "Eating Clean in 2015" campaign for myself? So, I'm researching and exploring the world of organic and non-gmo foods, plus trying to make time to exercise, play my guitar and ukulele, keep up with my Toastmasters club, and stay connected to my family and friends. Ooh, and now there's a new book that I want to get my hands on, plus my church is launching a ministerial school. I want to go!
With all these endeavors, the one thing I haven't been doing is writing.
I'm beginning to shed some of the excess. I just sent an email to let my Hospice volunteer coordinator know that I need to take a break. I hated doing it, letting go of something that brought so much inspiration and satisfaction, plus letting people down. Also, I cleaned out my closet. Next will be choosing one book to focus on. Next will be putting the house on the market so we can downsize. (Do you know anyone who's interested in a fixer-upper with a solid foundation, great bones situated on a beautiful lot and a half on the nicest, cleanest lake in Oakland County?)
On the plus side, I'm gaining clarity. And with each thing I let go of, the stuff that remains gets even better. I'm hoping that it will be an organic process, much like my new diet. The most important things, the things I'm most passionate about, will become more evident. I will get more enjoyment and fulfillment from fewer expectations. When the clutter and background noise is gone, I'll hear that Divine voice singing songs of peace and joy. The key to being a Still Woman.
