The Remains of a Still Woman

"I couldn't wait for success, so I went ahead without it." -Jonathon Winters

Why hello again! I've missed you terribly. Since I was here last, it's been a whirlwind of activity, creating our product, crunching numbers, and meeting more awesome people. Aside from dealing with some personnel changes, missing my family, and just plain being ready for the business to be booming, I am thriving. I wasn't exactly sure how to step back into this blog. I feel like a different person. Maybe I should back up and give you a recap of the past few months. In February, we moved into our new space and opened the doors to our business on March 1st. All through March and April, we've been working our asses off trying to spread the word and let people know we're here. (in the high-powered business world, we call it 'marketing'). The days spent grappling with my neuroses, and searching for a smidge of self-esteem seem distant now.  I can hardly believe I get to be a part of this worthwhile enterprise. I'm livin' the dream! It's pretty much everything I've ever wanted... all that's missing is the beach. Of course, there are moments of uncertainty but I now recognize them as opportunities for assessing my direction.
Now that I've managed to progress beyond my paralysis, I'm ready to share the next step. I think this will be good for me to stay grounded as a Still Woman; to maintain grace and humility amid the barrage of spectacular and prolific artistry. These past two years have brought me far. I've learned to cherish the present moment, hold fast to faith, and let go of fear.
A seed in the ground gives no sign of the life that will soon sprout from it. As long as it seeks nourishment, it will continue to prosper and grow until it breaks through the soil and finds the glory of the sun. Our soon-to-be bustling studio is quiet for now, the seeds are being nurtured and fed. I'm enjoying these days that are so pregnant with possibility. While I'm enjoying this present moment, I'll be getting ready for whatever comes next.