Often, these days, I find myself lamenting the fact that so much of our everyday communication requires speech. Being a self-proclaimed social klutz, I far prefer writing as a means of expression, that way I can organize my thoughts and self-edit. The very nature of a neurotic, over-sensitive, sanctimonious, manic, (not to mention frequently pre-menstrual) woman is to mentally stumble over her thoughts, blurt them out to minimize the awkard silence, immediately replay them in her mind to scan for inadvertent offenses...and then wonder why nobody listens. I really don't mean all this to sound self-depracating, I am fully aware of the cornucopia of gifts that I bear. I am ridiculously blessed with family and friends who value and love me. They are my light and my inspiration everyday. I just need a release from the constant self-imposed pressure to be Perfect. And I need to find a way to be Me without performing. I have come so far in my journey, and the light of the Truth is within my grasp. Spirit has planted this notion of silence, and although it is a mere seed of an idea, I want to learn more about quieting my voice to better hear the voices of others and to follow God's call to Him.
"Your days are short here; this is the last of your springs. And now in the serenity and quiet of this lovely place, touch the depths of truth, feel the hem of Heaven. You will go away with old, good friends. And don't forget when you leave why you came." Adlai E. Stevenson
For a wonderful commentary on this topic, go to:http://www.highexistence.com/my-vow-of-silence-and-why-you-should-try-a-silent-vacation/
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