"And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree
There will be an answer, let it be
For though they may be parted, there is still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be "-The Beatles
Last week, I got the dreaded question that, in an instant, sends me spinning off course. Just as I am going surely in the direction of my dreams, feeling certain about the how and the why. While basking in the midst of fellow artisans, a woman I had just met asked, "so, you're a writer?" -"Yes," I answered brightly, until she followed up with...."so, what do you write?" ....The jig was up. I knew I should immediately confess, "I'm not really a writer, I hope to be one day, and I have many many sincere intentions to write, but I have too little time, too many ideas, and just the right amount of excuses." Instead, I commenced to stammering, and I honestly don't remember what came out. I like to think this is a perpetual problem for artists. When one sets her heart and mind on creative enterprise, there is a period of isolation. There are no famous beginners. Recognition takes determination and time, be it years, decades, or possibly post-mortem. The Craft must be the purpose, and what comes from within will be an expression of love. I still don't have a response to the question but, I have faith that one day, there will be an answer.
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