"As your faith is strengthened you will find that there is no longer the need to have a sense of control, that things will flow as they will, and that you will flow with them, to your great delight and benefit." -Emmanuel Teney
Well, now I have a problem. It's a pretty good problem, but still there needs to be a process of resolution. Quite suddenly, (it feels that way, anyway) I am surrounded by amazing, talented, creative, generous, loving friends who have embraced me, shared their souls, and inspired me to dream BIG. I am on the cusp of changing the world. I am believing in me, and the flood of opportunities is overwhelming. The problem is, where to start? Chronologically, the obvious place to start is at the beginning. But this hour is so fraught with possibility, I find it impossible to focus. And I am easily distracted by old patterns, destructive behaviors and thoughts. I hate to admit that I still have to convince myself that I am worthy. There isn't any time to dwell on that. There needs to be a system to contain and command the tidal wave of ideas. Or does there? Can I just take a few steps everyday until I find myself where I want to be? Or do I revel in being right where I am? Yes. That feels like the answer. I am again reminded to enjoy the journey. I might as well, because the journey does not end until I take my last breath. There's much to do now, I can't waste time mired in the spiral of neurosis.
Thanks for talking me down from that.
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