Time to Thrive

"Greatness lies, not in being strong, but in the right using of strength; and strength is not used rightly when it serves only to carry a man above his fellow for his own solitary glory. He is the greatest whose strength carries up the most hearts by the attraction of his own." -Henry Ward Beecher


I have a lot of work to do. The dreaming and planning is so much fun, but nothing will get done without some real blood, sweat, and tears. I remember asking for more stress in my life at the New Year, and I challenge myself now: bring it on! I can handle it. I've spent long enough in my safe bubble. I have faith in myself that no matter how hard it gets, I can take it. This past week has shown me I still am not immune to other people's opinions, I still can be easily blown off course with even slight criticism, and I still spend a disproportionate amount of time berating myself. I do not expect success to come easily. But I will, from this day forward, consider myself in training. By stretching beyond my comfort zone, intensely exercising my mind, and increasing my stamina, I will gain strength to rival Atlas. Mental strength to endure the pitfalls and detours that are sure to come. No one begins as an expert. I've dipped my toe in the water, it feels fine. When I jump in, there is sure to be some discomfort, but with strong strokes and my eye on the shore, I will get comfortable with the distance, and closer to my destination. I am so thankful to have a direction. Hope and excitement fill me with energy, which is good. I know I'm going to need it.